5 moods a drunk takes in order
1.person becomes mellow
2.person becomes happy
3. person starts to think they are the shit
4.person becomes emotional
5.person becomes aggressive

yet the people that drink seem to think they are one of a kind , when the steps are pretty much in order always.

Yet I still believe in love when nothing seems to ever go right for me . I mean is it really hard to admit what I really feel or believe?

wow really

I still cant believe the school that I thought was perfect because I thought it was fair turns out lying to me since the beginning. Like really don't tell me lies, just tell me the truth that students don't matter when it comes to teachers or staff problems because I swear if I am told once more that it is a fair community and that I am respected as an individual and that I matter, then I am going to spit at what they say because I have been proven not once but twice that none of the bullshit they are trying to shove down my throat is true.

the fear of getting hurt,

stays in my heart,

and repeats its self ,

over and over,

even though many try to make me ,

think its wrong,

but would they think the same,

if it where them every time,

if they played with their hearts,

if they embarrassed them,

if they personally made them hurt on purpose,

but yet i try,

seems i like to get hurt,

everyday of every moment,

because it seems that i follow the hurt,

seems I'm meant to cry on a daily basis,

till theres' no more tears,

and my eyes become the Sahara dessert,

seems my heart is meant to freeze ,

to the point that there's no tuning back ,

no happiness,

no smiles,

not even fake ones,

but i guess that's how it is, no?

oh wow really

OK seriously I'm not on a diet or in the mood for a helping of bad attitude so that panda express can watch how much I'm eating because seriously this is the last time I'm coming to one they always serve way to little for the amount they charge and give u this are you kidding me kinda face me personally i give for amount of food they give n attitude that they gave me a thumbs down on the 140th n feds panda express :/

i dont understand really guys

why is it guys can lead a girl on and then bounce leaving a girl with the question of did he really like me or was i jus another pawn to his chess

why is it that u guys can be so mellow about cheating on a girl but when it comes to a girl cheating on you shes a totall bitch, like really we are all equal

when will i say enough is enough and choose my mind rather then my heart , because it seems the more i try , the more is expected from me and the more i fail miserably .

wondering if it would actually be possible to make a wish and it come true

ooh reality is so over rated , that's why i try to live in my own lil world when ever it is possible :)

It's interesting to wake up before the sunrise with a warm cup of coffee, sitting on your stoop feeling the cool breeze in your hair as you wait to see the beauty that is the sunrise , hmm brings back wonderful memories. :)